im going to get through.
dont know how...inspite of all.
i know i've been making the same mistakes yet again...the self destructive pattern repeats itself...but this time im not going to crash, im not going to let go.
im not going to let how i feel get in the way of what i deserve.
im going to get through.
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Sunday, October 17, 2010
she wore a baby pink dress and a tiara to go with it.
she was probably two or one and a half.
i couldn't stop looking at her.
She was there on the dance floor. She wasn't dancing.just moving with the music. Twisting in half circles,rocking to and fro where she stood, clapping her two little hands.
And i realized, with all the things that are so inconvenient,irritating and crappy about kids...there are these moments...moments that are so big that they make the disgusting stuff so small..her parents were probably having one of those moments...as for me i just couldn't stop looking at her and smiling like an idiot...and when i finally looked elsewhere it was all a blur and wetness at the corners of my eyes...and a voice in my head said,"seriously??",and before i could stop another one said right away, "yes,someday...if i am that blessed,yes."
she was probably two or one and a half.
i couldn't stop looking at her.
She was there on the dance floor. She wasn't dancing.just moving with the music. Twisting in half circles,rocking to and fro where she stood, clapping her two little hands.
And i realized, with all the things that are so inconvenient,irritating and crappy about kids...there are these moments...moments that are so big that they make the disgusting stuff so small..her parents were probably having one of those moments...as for me i just couldn't stop looking at her and smiling like an idiot...and when i finally looked elsewhere it was all a blur and wetness at the corners of my eyes...and a voice in my head said,"seriously??",and before i could stop another one said right away, "yes,someday...if i am that blessed,yes."
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