Sunday, April 26, 2009


if every moment you feel you should be some place else,doing something else,being somebody else,with someone else,
if ur on a path that leads to th opposite direction of wer u actually wanna go,
if everything you want to say is lost in translation to a language you cannot learn,
if u are haunted by urself,wat u are, wat u used to be, wat u will b,
if ur bent on self destruction,self abuse..and have become so addicted t pain tht u dont remember wat it feels to b right,
if youv craved for normalancy,stability,peace more than anything,
dont worry Im with you..

Saturday, April 25, 2009

realisations at midnight

love is simple.faith in God is simple..rest of th things are complicated..dreams are simple..belief is simple...give me these things..give me my simplicity back and clear the confusion...tht bursts my head tonight..
wat if everything is a coincidence...everything love,beauty,gr8tness..is accidental...and y does sacrifice and tragedy hav to underline greatness....im i finding more meaning 2 life than ther actually is..
wat am i afraid of..i am afraid of not being enough..im afraid of being afraid...im afraid of things not turning right at th end..i am afraid of dying alone..i am afraid f never falling in love...i am afraid of not living enough..not writing enough..not doing enough.not seeing enough..to say...i lived...bt th question is hw much nd wat is enough for me???