"You know, every time I look at you, your eyes...I want to see him,I want to see his eyes.."
"Waaht??"
"I mean, if this the hurt on this side...what I see here everyday...in your insanely beautiful eyes...I wonder what his eyes look like...was he hurt as bad as this..or what does he feel... guilt...or denial...regret..anger..or complete indifference...what is there on the other side???"
"Okay, you just called my eyes insanely beautiful...so im just going to filter that out...and by the way why do you even care about the other side??"
"I don't care...you still do...I'm just curious.."
"So is it that obvious??"
"You could wear shades in front of me...or I could start looking at the rest of you...which by the way could be interesting"
"Perv"
"What??...and now I've got you worried"
"Shit...i really wonder sometimes if it will go away...I really want it to..."
"Give it time...you'll grow out of it.."
"That's what worries me...how much will i lose myself...the child in me...to grow out of it..ahh forget it, life's okay...I love these jeans,I love this red wall,I still have two chocolate bars in my bag pack"
"Can I have one??"
"How could you even ask??"
"Waaht??"
"I mean, if this the hurt on this side...what I see here everyday...in your insanely beautiful eyes...I wonder what his eyes look like...was he hurt as bad as this..or what does he feel... guilt...or denial...regret..anger..or complete indifference...what is there on the other side???"
"Okay, you just called my eyes insanely beautiful...so im just going to filter that out...and by the way why do you even care about the other side??"
"I don't care...you still do...I'm just curious.."
"So is it that obvious??"
"You could wear shades in front of me...or I could start looking at the rest of you...which by the way could be interesting"
"Perv"
"What??...and now I've got you worried"
"Shit...i really wonder sometimes if it will go away...I really want it to..."
"Give it time...you'll grow out of it.."
"That's what worries me...how much will i lose myself...the child in me...to grow out of it..ahh forget it, life's okay...I love these jeans,I love this red wall,I still have two chocolate bars in my bag pack"
"Can I have one??"
"How could you even ask??"
5 comments:
You could wear shades in front of me...or I could start looking at the rest of you...which by the way could be interesting"
"Perv"
That was instant and impromptu :)
Awesome.
Hey, let it go, it isn't tough, specially when there still is that child inside :)
Cheers,
Blasphemous Aesthete
i will :)
trust me,been there,been through it all,and I'm STILL as flaky,as childlike,as awesome as I used to be.Only now,it is as if I understand life a little more.And that is always good :)
Cheers,
Mishree :)
Hi :)
I've been there, done that, and trust me,I'm still as crazy, as childlike and as awesome as I used to be.Or maybe I am more awesome since I understand Life a little better now.
May sound strange, but, if I can go though something like this and be okay,believe me,ANYONE can.
Smile :)
Best,
Mishree.
hi..welcome to my life ,my blog:)
i am happy to report some progress.
i am okay now. and the only reason is because i choose to be okay.
hope the smiles are here to stay.
t.c
p.s:you have one hell of a name "Mishree"...its already in th list f my names fr unborn kids ;p
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