YOU NEED TO STOP
thinking that the tree on the road with white flowers is your friend.

YOU NEED TO STOP
listening to the woes of your landlady everyday,
intently listening and imagining the pain of her sick mother, her history of abuse that her mother-in-law dealt her, abuse that her husband still deals her..you need to stop killing your appetite by imagining horrors and pain of people.

YOU NEED TO STOP
writing in a handwriting that's not yours
eating breakfast as lunch and lunch as dinner

YOU NEED TO STOP
reading yesterdays newspaper today
reading soaked newspaper when you forget to pick it up before it rains
reading horoscopes just to mock them

YOU NEED TO STOP
being so dromophibic
considering ant murder as bad karma
assuming children with missing front teeth are innocent

YOU NEED TO STOP
lifting your leg when you are happy
jumping around when your happy
giggling on weird pitches when you are excited
showing it on your face when your sad or mad
getting bored so easily