And one day when you are sitting alone, you will realize how disillusioned you have been about everything…
And you feel lost, you will realize how alone you really are,
You will see how wrong you’ve been all the way long
You will feel cheated and violated…with no one else to blame but yourself,
You will see yourself, and how pathetic you are and how you keep making the same mistakes again and again…you will start seeing patterns in your own behavior and behavior of other people
The child in you stops buying the lies you tell her to keep her happy and amused
The woman in you gets tired of cleaning up the mess the girl in you keeps making
You will see the ugly truths of life naked and you won’t be able to look.
Nothing will console you or soothe you..
And you won’t be able to identify with who you are..
Someone else will stare back when you look in the mirror
And for a while you will lose who you are..coz you hate the person you’ve been and the things you’ve done
And so you try and lose the whole of you in hope of being something a little wiser and older…more at peace with the world and yourself..
and you wish yourself..
Happy birthday..
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