either i cant see anything or i see things crystal clear..
For me life is either awesomely beautiful or totally fucked up and the funny thing is both the things are right here so you cant miss anyone of them...that the reason why most of the times i end up laughing and crying at the same time.

DAMAGED

My favorite word nowadays..DAMAGED..synonym broken..
how did we get so damaged,
are we damaged beyond repair???
is there no way that someday,somehow we'll be the way we were..
we'll believe the way we used to believe..
smile and live the way we were meant to be.

Fighting back in a fight iv already lost…because its never over until its really over.

Nauseating sadness,
Something sinking in my chest..
Extreme pain…location unknown..
Tears that can’t be let lose..welling up my eyes if I'm not careful..
Any distraction will do..
Waiting for it to pass…
Breathing…

I miss the way I used to love people; I miss the honesty in that feeling
I miss the way I used to look at people, i miss my perception
I cannot justify the way I am, neither do I apologize

We live in a world where there is no time for second chances or even second glances as a matter of fact
A disapproving world that approves of nothing, its either not enough or not good enough
An unsure world where nothing in is guaranteed,
a world where the essence of life is diluted till we have a lot of everything but very little of what matters
we need to be driven madly blindly like machines to become achievers…inspiration is for foolish dreamers